feb 26 2012
2.59 am
woke up with a start..at 2 0'clock!
suddenly looked around and saw no one
what a lovely day yesterday and just thought of going out
cycling downtown
waiting for my Love to come around...
but He is not here He is somewhere
where he needs to be...
thinking about the days when the sun was out
and we were somewhere nice
and be together and laze about...
the day went by quickly
didnt even realize He wasnt with me
trying to message Him but cant get around
doing it and didnt want to disturb Him
i told myself,i will be here
i will wait here for Him to come around
but night time came and didnt hear from Him...
my Darling where art thou?
He is somewhere He needs to be
and i find comfort thinking
maybe He is too busy...
life after all comes in bursts but when it does
it comes out unexpectedly...
doggy is here and was excited to see me..
he was barking and jumping
as if trying to talk to me!!!
i am sure he thinks i am the one who gives me treats
and following me around as if saying
"well are you going to give me any?" haha!
then night time came
still contemplating the day
as i kept myself busy
while He is doing His own things
and what lies ahead for the next day
time flew by and didnt realize
i fell asleep and didnt know the time...
until i woke up and felt,
there is something missing here...
ah,i woke up looking for Him...
as usual thinking
where can He be?
how funny,when i forget
that goodnight i send
and how i didnt get it in the end...
it seems the day hasnt been closed
like the evening didnt properly end..
its the same for every morning,
waiting for Him to wake me up with
a greeting...x
walking around the room...
just a week before
He was here sat and smiling
on the couch where we were kissing and cuddling xxx
i smile at the thought
He is here,He is here
but for now,
i sit here wide awake
waiting for my Darling xxx
3.27am
